Gee,
Sorry to hear that you are feeling so down. I know from your posts that you are a valuable resource. Think about how much time during the week that you spend at your job. You deserve to be happy and fulfilled. If it takes a little cut in pay, so be it. Sometimes you need to sacrifice a little in order to be truly happy. In the long run it will all work out for you I'm sure. Cyber hugs to you my dear friend {{{{{{Gee}}}}}
WhiteSatin 