Message #79962

[sanpet]

I can SO relate!  If nothing else, I can say you are not alone.  I have been with this company..... just under 3 years.  Everything has been good, the CEO came to me and asked if I would like to move up and work with him.  I know the personality and thought.. if i say no, then he is going to look at me as.. I don't like the company or him (take it personally) so I felt I HAD to say yes.  In the weeks since, I have thought.. ok I know what I am getting into, the personality quirks, etc. I am a good work   Ok two days into the new job and i KNOW I should have followed my gut instincts and stayed where I was at.  I went from being the person who steps in and being appreciated and helps all within two days I feel I am the unorganized, can't do anything right admin (I DO things right...)  I am already regretting accepting this position.  We clicked before, but since starting.. things just aren't going smooth.  I can't get the time to figure out how i can help, I can't get answers, I know we are supposed to read minds, but you know.. there is some guidance you need first!  It is actually making me doubt my abilities, which I havent done since I was young.   It has to get better, within two days, I am not wanting to go to work and just dread the next day.