Message #79000

[BeckyA]

Thank you to all who listen to what I consider whining.  I am usually the glass is half full.   It is not better, actually this stupid job made me have to get out and just .. cry at lunch.  I have never had a job that made me cry.  It is a do as I say, not as I do environment.  I have to do one thing, and was told "everyone does this" where NO one does.  I can't explain here, but it is just so unethical!  I applied for 4 jobs on Monday, and Tuesday morning already two rejections.  I think  they were automated because I don't have a college degree so the application process automatically rejects you (which is so unfair I have years of experience)  It was from the same program and had the same wording and format.   I wish I had money and could just quit... walk out... forget my ethics.  Then they would see just how much I do and how much extra effort I put in.  I am not sure there are as many stupid people like me that work from 7 am until 6  pm with no OT, most days no lunch just to keep up  (and I don't work slow.. or i don't think so, they have me second guessing my abilities)

So tired...